I don't feel uncomfortable. [It wasn't exactly a lie.
Alucard tended to treat him like a human, encouraging Connor to act and think deviantly. It wasn't Alucard's fault. He'd had no experience with androids until arriving at the station. But it made things... difficult. Connor didn't want to be a deviant. That would mean he was defective and that he'd failed CyberLife. But he didn't want to disappoint Alucard either.
Alucard didn't make him feel uncomfortable, but some of the things he tended to feel and think around the dhampir could be difficult to process and justify.
He blinked. A year. Even with blood.]
I'm sorry. [His eyes widened a little as he realized he'd apologized again, mentally chiding himself.] I mean, for what happened. That it happened.
Does this mean you won't be using the replicator? [He justified his disappointment by linking it to the fact that he could no longer be helpful to Alucard and not because the replicated blood was an excuse to interact, sometimes intimately, with the dhampir.]
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Alucard tended to treat him like a human, encouraging Connor to act and think deviantly. It wasn't Alucard's fault. He'd had no experience with androids until arriving at the station. But it made things... difficult. Connor didn't want to be a deviant. That would mean he was defective and that he'd failed CyberLife. But he didn't want to disappoint Alucard either.
Alucard didn't make him feel uncomfortable, but some of the things he tended to feel and think around the dhampir could be difficult to process and justify.
He blinked. A year. Even with blood.]
I'm sorry. [His eyes widened a little as he realized he'd apologized again, mentally chiding himself.] I mean, for what happened. That it happened.
Does this mean you won't be using the replicator? [He justified his disappointment by linking it to the fact that he could no longer be helpful to Alucard and not because the replicated blood was an excuse to interact, sometimes intimately, with the dhampir.]