That is something I am also learning, admittedly. My ... methods are a bit stifled more than usual. I'm attempting to adjust, but perhaps I need to expand my options.

[Alucard smiles faintly and bows his head as well, remembering all too well.]

I rather enjoyed it as well. More importantly, I enjoy you, Connor. So long as you understand that I wish to be in your company for more than just sex, then gladly I would be with you.