I'm sorry. I know that doesn't change anything, doesn't help, but I am sorry. I don't... I don't know why the Jedi would do something like that, even to a Sith. I wouldn't want to be a part of a Jedi Order like that either and I hope that... I hope that our future Order can do better than that. Better than the one of your time, and better than the one before my own time.
[Which kinda makes him remember something he doesn't think about too often. That the Order might depend on him in the future. Both Master Yoda and Master Kenobi seemed uninterested in getting involved in the war, but what about after that? Kanan was gone, Ahsoka wasn't a Jedi, and back home he was basically gone too.]
Is it difficult? The balance. For you, I mean. I thought... there was a time when I thought the key to defeating the Sith would be through using the dark alongside the light. But that didn't go so well. I almost lost myself completely.
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[Which kinda makes him remember something he doesn't think about too often. That the Order might depend on him in the future. Both Master Yoda and Master Kenobi seemed uninterested in getting involved in the war, but what about after that? Kanan was gone, Ahsoka wasn't a Jedi, and back home he was basically gone too.]
Is it difficult? The balance. For you, I mean. I thought... there was a time when I thought the key to defeating the Sith would be through using the dark alongside the light. But that didn't go so well. I almost lost myself completely.