[ he nods, even better. only he had to go down with that ship. he feels oddly satisfied with that result, it was better than jumping off his balcony at home anyway. a fantasy he'd had often enough it's no trouble to conjure now, thinking of that little girl seeing him go splat as his lips set in a grim line. he swirls the liquid in his glass, watching as a few bubbles slosh in midair, and for a moment he's back on eros with diogo, terrified out of his mind. isn't it awesome? the spacewalk. his first ever. it takes him another few seconds to remember alex is beside him. ]
At least nothing of value was lost. [ just 100,001 belters, right? the system wouldn't weep for them, so he won't either. ]
cw: suicidal ideations what a surprise
At least nothing of value was lost. [ just 100,001 belters, right? the system wouldn't weep for them, so he won't either. ]