i don't want to be rude. i really don't. but you keep talking about making the right choices, and struggling to be good and that's all well and good, even if it's something you can never reach, and a million other people can reach it just by being born that way but
what if you're not like them? what if a part of you is just... dark? what if there's a part of you that god hates, even though he's the one that made you like this, and if you ever let it come out then you're not worth his time? what's fair about that?
i don't care about power. or results. i don't really care about any of that. i'm just tired. i'm done hiding. i don't want to pretend to be good ever again.
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do you?
i don't want to be rude.
i really don't.
but you keep talking about making the right choices, and struggling to be good
and that's all well and good, even if it's something you can never reach, and a million other people can reach it just by being born that way
but
what if you're not like them?
what if a part of you is just... dark?
what if there's a part of you that god hates, even though he's the one that made you like this,
and if you ever let it come out then you're not worth his time?
what's fair about that?
i don't care about power. or results.
i don't really care about any of that.
i'm just tired.
i'm done hiding. i don't want to pretend to be good ever again.