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reverienet2018-06-26 03:07 pm
creatio) wrote in reverienet2018-06-26 03:07 pm
Entry tags:
- castlevania: adrian ţepeş,
- mcu: bucky barnes,
- mcu: frank castle,
- mcu: karen page,
- shadowhunters: clary fray,
- star wars: kylo ren,
- the expanse: alex kamal,
- the expanse: bobbie draper,
- the expanse: josephus miller,
- the last ship: mike slattery,
- wildstorm comics: midnighter,
- xcu: hank mccoy,
- xcu: lorna dane/polaris
un: fairchild | text
( Clary can't sleep. That isn't new, but thanks to the steady application of an Endurance rune she doesn't quite look like the walking dead yet. In fact, her stele turning up has been a godsend. Nourishment to stop her having to eat the weird replicated food, Stealth so that she can wander the halls at all hours, and Soundless so that no one hears her scream if she finally gets a few hours sleep before the nightmares come. But runes can't really help her state of mind, and there's only so much she can do to stop herself going crazy.
Which is what drives her to the network in the middle of the night, thoughts going round in vicious circles. )
if you could wish for one thing in the whole wide world, what would it be?
( Grief isn't new, not to Clary. Each person that gets taken from her is another chip in her heart. But she's used to doing something. With Simon, she'd forced the others to bury him so that he could come back. With Jocelyn, she'd killed the demon who took her. With Jace, there should have been a wish.
If whoever brought her here had waited only two more minutes. She was so close. But now she's here. And he's dead. And in the dark of artificial night she can't put on her cheery smile anymore. )
What if you knew that it was the only one, in the history of all wishes, and that using it would mean it was gone and no matter who might need it down the line it's been used up, would you still take it?
( Jace will be long dead by the time she manages to get home. If she manages. But she spilt blood, Raziel owes her. There's still a chance. )
Which is what drives her to the network in the middle of the night, thoughts going round in vicious circles. )
if you could wish for one thing in the whole wide world, what would it be?
( Grief isn't new, not to Clary. Each person that gets taken from her is another chip in her heart. But she's used to doing something. With Simon, she'd forced the others to bury him so that he could come back. With Jocelyn, she'd killed the demon who took her. With Jace, there should have been a wish.
If whoever brought her here had waited only two more minutes. She was so close. But now she's here. And he's dead. And in the dark of artificial night she can't put on her cheery smile anymore. )
What if you knew that it was the only one, in the history of all wishes, and that using it would mean it was gone and no matter who might need it down the line it's been used up, would you still take it?
( Jace will be long dead by the time she manages to get home. If she manages. But she spilt blood, Raziel owes her. There's still a chance. )
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( It's not actually a confession, because this whole thing is bleeding its honesty everywhere. But she still feels a flush of shame anyway. )
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i was right there. i was going to take it. and then the next minute i'm waking up in space, and i don't know what happened. i don't know if that chance is gone.
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the place i come from, it's complicated. the clave will make sure the mortal instruments are hidden so i won't be able to summon the angel again, and they'll have found jace's body. there'll be nothing i can do. i won't be able to bring him back.
( God, she's so tired of losing people. )
they're probably better off without me now.
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you're gonna get back and you're gonna fix this.