To answer your inquiry as simply as possible then, I would say that I don't strictly believe in either, but nor do I rule them out. I only fully believe what I've seen, but I'm not so naive as to think it's the whole truth of the universe.

[ she's still a very young woman, after all. she hasn't seen everything, though perhaps more than almost anyone else her age. ]

Do you want people here to think you mad? [ it's all she can think, to make a post like this and ask her such a question. ]