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Voice; un: myosotis

[There's no video because Jun had been going to the shower, but he's a little panicked as he gets on the network, and maybe not thinking really straight.]

Wh-why?!

Isn't it enough to have to be here? To lose everyone and everything, and now to be mocked from beyond reality by others using our names and likenesses without anyone being able to know who we are, what we've done, what they're invoking?

[He's probably not making sense, sorry. It's hard to make sense when you're just word vomiting.]

Tatsuya, Joker, Personas! All of these things stolen and put into a world where we have no place! And where are the others? Folded up into the fabric of reality and referred to as some sort of sick joke?

Who put this... who put this here for me to find?!

[He finally turns on the camera, and it's pointed at the floor of the showers, where there is an outfit on the floor, the shirt and pants folded neatly with the mask and gloves on top, shoes in front of it, as if it had been waiting here for Jun to put on after his shower.]

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Jun? Hold on, I'm on my way.

Where else would I even go...?

[If he sounds defeated, it's because he feels it. It's not like he could run off of the space station.]

[ It's true, but he doesn't have to SAY it. ]

Yeah... I guess so. You need to talk while I'm heading over?

[This is Jun "the glass is half empty and also I spilled it" Kurosu.]

P-please.

I don't know... what to say, but keep talking.

Of course.

[ There's a brief pause, then Tatsuya starts talking again. ]

I've been thinking-- do you wanna go out on a date?

[Jun is trying to look away from the mask. He still felt so bad, and seeing it again just made him feel worse. He'd nearly killed them all, he'd helped facilitate Nyarlathotep destroying everything... All while hiding behind that smiling mask, full of rage for an event that had never transpired the way that he'd remembered it.]

...A date... That'd be nice. Wh-where?

[ Tatsuya has so many counterpoints to that, but he can save those for later. ]

I was thinking about a picnic dinner on the Observation Deck. We can look at the stars together.

Oh, I think I'd like that.

[The stars had scared him at first, but he still loved them. He didn't know anything about the stars from this direction, but... maybe he could come up with new constellations?]

I was hoping you might. Want anything in particular for dinner?

If we could get the replicators to...

Leg of lamb? [The talking is helping, though his heart is still pounding in his chest, his throat, and his ears. Jun seems to be calming down.]

We can probably get it to make something close. Veggie of choice?

[ That's what Tatsuya had hoped-- that the talking would help Jun, give him something to hold onto while he made his way through the station. ]

[It's not like the clothes could hurt him. They were just clothes. He didn't know how they got here and maybe the universe WAS laughing at him, but he was... okay. Right?]

I, uh... carrots? Or asparagus...

We can have both. And some potatoes, too. Personally, I'm a big fan of baked potatoes.

[Jun sits on the ground, not looking directly at the clothes, but unwilling to leave it behind his back as well.]

That'd be nice... Lots of vegetables...

Yeah, it'll be great. I'm almost there.

...What will we do with it...?

I can't leave it here...

We can take it with us. I'll burn it if you want?

I don't know. [He's unsure if burning it was a good idea... Or even if he wanted to. Would it be right? He didn't want to pretend it didn't happen, but that didn't mean he wanted to be reminded of it.]

Maybe we could... put it under the bed or something.

Sure, we can do that too.

[ That comment wasn't over the communicators though-- It's right at the doorway, and Tatsuya heads over to Jun with purpose. ]

[Oh thank god. Jun is still crouched on the ground, looking away from the set of clothing which sat there, only as threatening as some folded up cloth could be, but for the smiling Joker mask behind his back.]

Tatsuya... [He sighs, seeming to release some of the tension.]

I don't really want to see it again, but I think that'd be better...

Yeah, I get it.

[ When Tatsuya reaches Jun, he crouches next to him and gently cups his cheek with one hand. ]

Gone but not forgotten, right?

[Jun actually heaves a soft sob when Tatsuya takes his cheek into his hand, leaning into it a little. He was just so highly stressed right now, but Tatsuya made him feel a lot better.]

Right. I wouldn't forget, whether it was here or not, but it's... it's my responsibility. Just throwing it away seems wrong, somehow.

Then we won't.

[ He strokes Jun's cheek gently with his thumb as he's talking. ]

Nothing will happen to it unless that's what you decide needs to be done... and until then, we'll keep it safe and hidden away in our room.

[Jun nodded at that, not pulling away from the hand on his face.]

Th-thank you, Tatsuya... I don't know what I would have done if you weren't here with me.

I'm glad you don't have to find out. C'mon, let's get out of here.

[ Though he won't move until Jun is ready. ]

[Was Jun secretly a clown?]

Hey uh...I don't know what that is, but you are you okay?

[More worried about Jun to be honest.]

...I don't think I've been okay for a long time.

[He's still freaking out but he's not hurt, so he should... probably say that.]

Pretty sure I'm not in danger, though. I'm sorry, Toudou-san.

Probably the station itself. Sometimes it plays nasty tricks.

Just assume it wasn't personal and try to keep your head, kid. I know it's not easy, but the more you react, the more you're giving your reaction to whoever's watching.

Not personal?

[Jun was never good at keeping his head. He was really good at crying and freaking out though!]

This is the most personal anything could get. After what I did... But I'm not that person anymore...

Edited 2018-09-17 03:14 (UTC)

[ Okay, that's a bit of an overreaction to finding a costume, but... ]

I found a pair of swim trunks in my cupboard. I think the station is pulling items in as well as people.

[It's a very bad costume!!!]

But why!

Why this one?! I could find anything... Just not this...

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