2/2; oh god

[ but sure enough, words start trickling through again. ]

i think... you and i are from very, very different places.
maybe it's just kansas. or maybe it's the whole world.
probably the second one? haha.
because, what you're saying... it's a lot for me to take in.

i guess the way i'd put it...
is that you sound kind of like the youth pastors at the church i used to go to
except you believe all of it?
like, you're not just saying this to sound nice.
you really believe all of it.
that not hurting people is the only part that matters, and that liking girls or boys isn't wrong.
no matter what god says.

and i think...
that makes you as bad as me in some ways.
and so, so much more good, in so many others?
haha. i don't really know what to make of it! but i'll try my best.
for now, i guess i'll just say this.

you seem like a really nice guy.
thanks for saying all of that.

also
honestly, i don't really know much about terms or anything like that either. :)
so don't worry about any of that.
i don't think my girlfriends really know what to call it either.